22 years of my life.. till date has been a harrowing experience on one front..! issues regarding my weight! relatives, family and (thankfully only few) frds say " oh, the bangalore water has suited u so well", "why r u so lazy?" " my my.. u have grown couple of inches etc"..!!
the icing on the cake being i get lots of gyaan even from strangers and ppl who dont even make a damn diference to me...
earlier.. i used to feel pity on myself because of my genes am fat and healthy . i was totally convinced i was a no-gooder for sure.. thankfully, my inferiority complex hit a low ebb when i shifted base to bangalore.. the vicious complex now rears its ugly head at times and usually when i have INTENSE discussions abt my SUPERBLY OBESE issue with my family..
After viewing the serial "MAHI WAY" on sony tv, i can relate my plight to the protagonist and i hope against hope that people realise how bad a healthy person feels when poked fun @ always..
I believe.. healthy/obese people are the most jovial persons to know and the never-say-die spirit is imbibed in them in huge quantities.!
So what, we dont find clothes our size @ normal stores.. so what our dressing is restricted to indian.. so what,we struggle to be fit, so what, we are poked fun @.. etc..
At the end of the day.. I am proud of what iam ! have learnt the technique of ek kan se suno and dusre se nikaldo..n
this blog is purely written because i wanted to vent out my feelings ! whts better than writing a blog abt it??
no more words following from my fat brain lols...
more to follow...
the icing on the cake being i get lots of gyaan even from strangers and ppl who dont even make a damn diference to me...
earlier.. i used to feel pity on myself because of my genes am fat and healthy . i was totally convinced i was a no-gooder for sure.. thankfully, my inferiority complex hit a low ebb when i shifted base to bangalore.. the vicious complex now rears its ugly head at times and usually when i have INTENSE discussions abt my SUPERBLY OBESE issue with my family..
After viewing the serial "MAHI WAY" on sony tv, i can relate my plight to the protagonist and i hope against hope that people realise how bad a healthy person feels when poked fun @ always..
I believe.. healthy/obese people are the most jovial persons to know and the never-say-die spirit is imbibed in them in huge quantities.!
So what, we dont find clothes our size @ normal stores.. so what our dressing is restricted to indian.. so what,we struggle to be fit, so what, we are poked fun @.. etc..
At the end of the day.. I am proud of what iam ! have learnt the technique of ek kan se suno and dusre se nikaldo..n
this blog is purely written because i wanted to vent out my feelings ! whts better than writing a blog abt it??
no more words following from my fat brain lols...
more to follow...
i never knew dis affected u so much!!
ReplyDeletei knw ur bound to get irritated at times..wht can i say? just bear it with a pinch of salt..
jst knw tht..u hv a delightful personality and effortless charm!
to hell with wht a couple of ppl think..
all i knw is,my sis rocks!! :)
woah!! did it really matter so much ... :) newas a really refined way to pass the message.... i like it ... :)
ReplyDelete@ tanu.. thnks..more discussion in person..
ReplyDelete@ anshika.. yes it mattered and still matters a lot.. am so frustrated.. it feels like this is the only BIG black mark for me..
thnks for appreciating d write up
hey princess dont worry.....as long u hav burning spirit to over come obstacles nothing can stop u...well i did suffer simliar to u ,being bullied for being obese since chidhood i have got used to it by now. I got gyan from mny ppl even weirder comments from strangers pertaining to obesity.i used to get frustated lot .Until i joined spirtuality classes to build up my self esteem . Here i'm believed in myself and never turned back .Well technique of ek kan se suno and dusre se nikaldo really works wonders!! i hav been following tat since 7th grde :)
ReplyDeleteso welcome to club..:) Peace.....\../
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thnks for all d support mr devil shetty !! muah
ReplyDeleteHey!!just like everyone else..even i thought that it didnt matter to u...
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, u r so fun to be with..n such a sweet person..
Love ur blog!!
@ yamini... it mattered a lot.. but i never showed it.. maybe this is one of the reasons of my extra extrovertness..!!
ReplyDeletethnks for the compliments..am blushing !!
hi dear.... what i discuss abt u to my new friends here at delhi.... is ur good and BINDAASS nature...
ReplyDeleten thats what matter for been a good friend.. [:)]
let d people say whatever they want, they have habit of not looking at themselves first.
thanks... but am sorry..i didnt who is this.!
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